I forgot to write about Buddy and Sarah today. I found them mid-morning but Iโve been too depressed today to blog about that. I still am, but Buddy and Sarah went through the trouble of hiding, and they even stayed in my studio, itโs not their fault Iโm so sad today so I donโt want to ignore their effort.
With that said, I canโt believe Iโm in bed so early (itโs not even 9pm) or so tired… usually when I start my day off on such a bad note, it generally improves. But today is ending worse than it began. I may play a little Animal Crossing but most of all I just want to fall asleep and let today be over. Maybe tomorrow can be better. I just feel so sad, so lonely and discouraged.
The one good thing that happened is that I got a lot of art done. My favorite today is Flenโs commission which I sketched and inked. I canโt wait to complete it.
Anyway if youโre a friend reading this please donโt worry too much about me, Iโll be okay, I have bad days sometimes. It was just worse because today was a really special day but in the end, well, it wasnโt. It would have been a bad day if it was a normal day, but it wasnโt at that.
Iโll do my best again tomorrow, Iโm sure eventually Iโll cheer up again.

I hope you all have a wonderful night and that youโre staying safe and enjoying your holiday season. ๐๐โจ

